It's Christmas day.

I am writing this mostly to puch my last entry into the archive because it is old and makes me feel uneasy about hula hoops and ice-cream scoops.

I am also writing because I need somewhere to lay it out straight.

I did not get my required UAI. So I'm kinda wondering what's gonna happen next year. i guess it just makes things a bit mroe interesting. In a way it's forcing me to branch out a bit in uni next year. I think it's a good way to start life after school, because it'll make me a bit mroe adventurous and accepting of my situation, and a bit more determined to get what I am aiming for.

I've finished my exams, went to schoolies, got my nipple and tongue pierced. Am closer to getting a sweet new job. Closer to starting a life at a place and in a direction I finally want. School was a drag, but it had to be done.

Yeah, there isn't much else to say I guess. But hopefully thigns will pick up, and carry on in the direction they're going.

All the best for everyone in 2009.

Cya

Everyone does this. Looks back and wants to return.
At the moment I'm feeling like returning back to the quiet, and secluded world I lived in about two years ago. Year 10, although I think I was pretty lonely, and secluded in my room, meeting millions of people on the internet, I'd never have to face up to, or be disappointed in, because they lived too far away, I was more likely to scrape my elbow on a beaver while shopping at Bi-lo. I will admit that the last year has been a time of significant development for myself, but I sometimes wonder if maybe I was better off in that position.

I think everything we do and say is nothing but a state of mind. Of course there are the cold hard facts of life, but a good percentage of our environment is based on what is going on in our heads. Which sounds like it should be a given, but I don't think people realise how much.

For example, in that other world, I might not have been...

...no, no, I'm better off now.
No negative thoughts. Advance is the only thing keeping us alive in this fast-paced world. If I feel different now than before, and I'm not worse off, there is progress.

I need to keep this frame of mind. I think that life is all about linear development. We should be on a constant journey of development. Birth is our Starting point, and death is our destination. We should never feel like we've returned "home".
I think it sounds a bit odd, but in that way, we should perceive the challenges in life as development. We feel like we've made some advances, but then new challenges come up. We take moments in between to stop and think, but then we push on.

I hope I'm right.

Well!
School is what I like to call, over!
Got final exams starting in about two and a half weeks. Feels pretty good.

I haven't done any art or anything in sooooo long. Just too much school work to keep up with. I need to do something soon, otherwise I'm gonna explode!!!!

I guess, the three months of nothing, will inspire me to get cracking.

Talk to you soon

Middle of Trials. Got two left(three if you count the way my Japanese exams are split up on two days).
Only 20 days of school left after that. Then home free! Can't wait.
HSC then, Matty K's 18th, Formal - After Party, Schoolies(Gold Coast) then....a whole lot of "whateverthefuckiwant"!

What have you'll been getting up to?
I haven't been on here in a fair while. Been busy with school, and a bunch of other things.

I'm aiming for a UAI of 94.8 for Bachelor of Infotech/Commerce at USyd. That'll be pretty sick if I get in. Anyway. Got some Japanese speaking to practice before Monday.Gotta pwn.

TTYL!